WHO?

 

We are standing here. Looking at each other. In the place that we do not know before. I am trying to realize the situation that we have right now. I am pretty sure we also have emotional entanglements that we should keep it from anyone. But now, right here, Let's untangle it. Together.

Who are you? Have you ever ask my question? If I ask now, will you answer it? I do not even understand the person who is standing in front of me now. I saw you became different person. I cannot recognize you. You became the strongest woman that I know, sometimes. You also became the woman who always take care of the things that people do not realize. How can you hide everything behind? Would you give me the answer? 

Then you said, 'What do you want to hear? How can I answer your question if I do not even understand who I am. My true colour? Not sure. Who am I? Am I being good person? Do i need to be good person?  Am I someone who deserves all of these good things in my life? Am I someone who has to be strong all the time? Am I not allowed to become weak when I am really hurt? Should I smile all the time? Should I disappear when I hate to be weak? I also have a lot of question. Would you help me to figure out? The person that you want to see is not here. She is going somewhere out there.'

I am confused. Who exactly is the person I want to understand if she is not you?

The person who you are looking for is there -you point at me-. She is somewhere, deep inside yours. You want to know who I am? Then figure out yourself because I am you. You have created me. I can be strong or weak, happy or sad, real or fake. It depends on you. So do not ask me questions that you actually know the answer. I am gonna be the person that you already decided. Take your time to understand yourself. I will be waiting for you. 

-AM-